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stole this from jamie.... [17 Jan 2005|03:00pm]
[ mood | numb ]

1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you.
3. Then i will tell you my favorite memory with you.
4. Next, I will tell you what you remind me of.
5. Last, i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
6. Put this in your journal.

9 not listening... LAlaLAla

soo yes im updating.... [12 Jan 2005|07:04pm]
[ mood | content ]

uhhhh i havent written in here for a while... so yes here i am... uhh things have been pretty chill latley.. there really isnt that much drama in my life.. i have great friends, an awesome boyfriend, my moms been pretty cool about lettin me go places, i have actually been trying in school.. i pray to fucking god my grades go up..i got hired at panda express (hes just gotta "check up" on my grades)lol im fucked... and yii i've been working through my issues! :) lmao me issues? happy dani has issues? well if you do read this thing.. you should know that im not always happy... yeah uhhh well i guess im done...

<3dani

5 not listening... LAlaLAla

Fuck 2004.. bring on '05!!! [27 Dec 2004|07:00pm]
[ mood | bored ]

yeah so im kinda jacking daniel's idea of lookin over the past year... so here it is... :D

~My 2004...~Collapse )

fuck 2004... bring on '05!!!

1 not listening... LAlaLAla

Happy 15 Jamieeee [20 Dec 2004|02:55pm]
[ mood | amused ]

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY JAMIE



<333Jamie
I think that was like your 12th birthday? maybe 11th? lol.. theres miHOEko in the back, and sweet lil shel (lmao), me, you being kid rock, and skyly as gwen stefani...


hahaha your catching up...I remember when you were a crazy little 10 year old... awe you've grown up so much into a pretty, even more crazy, 15 year old :D <333333333333
3 not listening... LAlaLAla

"Hit The Floor" by Linkin Park... yes again [20 Dec 2004|12:41pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I’ve held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind afraid to say what I need to say

Too many things that you've said about me when I’m not around
You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down
But I’ve had too many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand
And I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine

One minute you're on top
The next you're not watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're on top
Next you're not missed your shot
Making you're heart stop
You think you've won
And then its all gone

So many people like me put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside
So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want is to feel like I’m not stepped on
There are so many things you say that make me feel you've crossed the line
What goes up will surely fall and I’m counting down the time
Cause I’ve had so many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand
And I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine

One minute you're on top
The next you're not watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're on top
Next you're not missed your shot
Making you're heart stop
You think you've won
And then its all gone
And then it’s all gone
And then its all gone
And then it’s all gone
Now it’s all gone

I know I’ll never trust a single thing you say
You knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall

One minute you're on top
The next you're not watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're on top
Next you're not missed your shot
Making you're heart stop
You think you've won
And then its all gone
And then it’s all gone
And then its all gone
And then it’s all gone
Now it’s all gone...

2 not listening... LAlaLAla

you know who you are.... [13 Dec 2004|11:04pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

yea so i've been thinking about our friendship or (lack of) friendship A LOT lately in these past few weeks... theres been a lot of confusion goin around, and ...i think we both really need to talk and hear eachother out...Collapse )

5 not listening... LAlaLAla

Happy Birthday Geoffrey <33333333 [06 Dec 2004|11:51pm]
[ mood | tired ]

so yiii geoffs bday was on sat... that bitch <3333 lol got like 3 bday partys... but its ok cuz he deserves it :D so yiii on fri we went 2 the famous hooters.. haha there were ALOT of ppl there it was cool.. then we walked 2 the pier and played ddr.. haha! then we went back to the beach and played telephone.. lmao "i masturbate with vaseline listening to ricky martin"... "skyly sells coke on the corner".... and there were some other ones omfg so funny... then sat me and kasey baked this pimped out turn table cake.... then a few cool ppl came 2 kaseys and we had a lil bonfire, then it started raining... haha and we went inside and watched the girl next door... yiii i had sooo much fun and im so happy 4 geoff HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY <333 yiii and kasey <333 i love u and thanks 4 everything... for the five thousandth millionth time... "WERE A FUCKING TRIPOD" 4ever & always <333

ok now heres some of my favorite pics.....Collapse )

damn there was about 89 pictures... and i posted them ALL on kaseys lj th3blackrose ... so GO!!!!

k im done for now :p

<3Dani

3 not listening... LAlaLAla

hmmmmm [22 Nov 2004|07:17pm]
[ mood | moody ]

sooooooo yeaaa everything is a lil crazy right now... i have so many diff feelings floatin around and yea this weekend was tight <333 the tripod... i love you guys thanks for helpin me thru EVERYTHING! for pics go 2 kaseys lj th3blackrose

yiiii so i'll update later

<3Dani

2 not listening... LAlaLAla

[18 Nov 2004|08:54pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

okay so i kinda updated and i stole this survey thingy from jamie so yea comment on that :D hehe

<3Dani

A long kinda deep updateCollapse )


1. give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

2. how long have you known me?

3. when and how did we first meet?

4. what was your first impression?

5. do you still think that way about me now?

6. what do you think my weakness is?

7. do you think I'll get married?

8. what makes me happy?

9. what makes me sad?

10. what reminds you of me?

11. if you could give me anything what would it be?

12. how well do you know me?

13. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

14. do you think I could kill someone?

15. describe me in one word.

16. do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or
staying the same?

17. do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?

18. are you going to put this on your live journal and see what I say about you?

3 not listening... LAlaLAla

yiiiiii son... get ready for a lot of updating and pics ;D [14 Nov 2004|11:21pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]

yiii so this week has been somewhat strange, but cool in a way... its really long and i got some pics so yea....

yiiiiii son... get ready for a lot of updating and pics ;DCollapse )

7 not listening... LAlaLAla

[07 Nov 2004|10:19pm]
[ mood | just lose it... AHHAHHAHHHAHHH ]

hmmm so lets seee... what the fuck has been going on with me??? actually thats a good question.. ummm yea things are better, yea everythings more chill now... like im actually kinda been getting along with my mother, which is cool cuz then she isnt a bitch... i guess shit with sum ppl is straightening itself out so yea... the drama has mysteriously dissapeared.. and thats kool... i feel like im in control of everything in my life... damn i better enjoy this shit while its still here, cuz i kno for damn sure its not gonna last forever....

late,
-dani

p.s/ shout out to kasey and geoff.... "were a fucking tripod!" lmao i love you guys :D <333

LAlaLAla

sooo... [03 Nov 2004|10:25pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

hmmm lets see nothing has really happened lately... lol wtf am i talking about alot has happened... me and jonathan broke up, my mom found out that i cut, ditch, that im failing a few classes, and she also found out about that weekend while i was housesitting at my grandparents... so now shes calling me an alcoholic... fucking crazy nosy ass bitch i dont know what the fuck 2 do about her... heh so yea i slapped her the other day thou, felt so damn good.... thats why i havent been online.. im grounded cuz i bitchslapped my mother.. lmao okay so yea im done... comment send me some words of encouragement.. how wud u deal with this mother from hell??? hahahah

<3Dani

2 not listening... LAlaLAla

[27 Oct 2004|08:16pm]
[ mood | heh ]

so we broke up... heh i guess i kinda knew it was coming, ah well... i'll live :/


10/12/04 ~ 10/27/04

hahaha a whole 15 days!

1 not listening... LAlaLAla

[20 Oct 2004|10:16pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

im trying to be strong but i dont think i can hold on much longer....

8 not listening... LAlaLAla

eh :/ [13 Oct 2004|06:54pm]
[ mood | stupid fucking mother ]

im "grounded" for about two weeks... so dont expect me to be on much :(

2 not listening... LAlaLAla

to start this off.... [08 Oct 2004|10:27pm]
[ mood | sick.. i think i ate too much ]

to start this off.... that sorry was not for you, so dont even start with that not enough crap... and i havent been talking shit about your best friend... so where the fuck are you getting that? and i understand that you two have a special bond... and i was not trying to break that.... and thats so funny how a few weeks ago you didnt want me to kill myself, and now you want me to "drop dead"... wow how things and people are fake... and this shit about me not telling you cuz u wont listen was something i told someone privately.... but you two pulled some shady fucking business today, i saw you meet up with her while i was driving away... wow and you know what, maybe im being crazy, but im not being stupid... being stupid would be giving into her lies... which im not... ya know what fuck both of you....lastly dont fucking send other people to find out shit like this for you... saying i wont talk is pretty fucking stupid... cause u ignored me too... so dont even fucking go there.....and you know what i wont drop dead... but i'll be as dead to you both as possible... like i am right now.....

<3Dani

1 not listening... LAlaLAla

"Hit The Floor" by Linkin Park [07 Oct 2004|07:49pm]
There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I’ve held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind afraid to say what I need to say
Too many things that you've said about me when I’m not around
You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down
But I’ve had too many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand
And I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine

One minute you're on top
The next you're not watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're on top
Next you're not missed your shot
Making you're heart stop
You think you've won
And then its all gone

So many people like me put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside
So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want is to feel like I’m not stepped on
There are so many things you say that make me feel you've crossed the line
What goes up will surely fall and I’m counting down the time
Cause I’ve had so many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand
And I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine

One minute you're on top
The next you're not watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're on top
Next you're not missed your shot
Making you're heart stop
You think you've won
And then its all gone
And then it’s all gone
And then its all gone
And then it’s all gone
Now it’s all gone

I know I’ll never trust a single thing you say
You knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall

One minute you're on top
The next you're not watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're on top
Next you're not missed your shot
Making you're heart stop
You think you've won
And then its all gone
And then it’s all gone
And then its all gone
And then it’s all gone
Now it’s all gone...
LAlaLAla

hmmmm [26 Sep 2004|07:09pm]
[ mood | tired ]

so my grandparents and mother went to vegas this weekend, and i was "house-sitting" lol i think i drank a little too much this weekend... the hangover caught up with me this morning :/ i guess i had fun this weekend, it could of been better, but heh i guess things dont always work out the way you want them to.. lol and yes my dumbass sister couldnt keep her fucking mouth shut and told my mom that there were people over and we werent even in the car three mintues... my mom was suprisngly cool about it.... k i guess im done...

<3Dani

....its a bird!

........ its a plane!

............ its SPEEDO MAN!!!

lmao jk nik you kno i luv ya ;D

1 not listening... LAlaLAla

<333 [22 Sep 2004|10:08pm]
[ mood | loved ]

I dedicate this entry to Diane and Diana.... i want to thank them for all the love and support they gave me today <3333 THANK YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCH!!!!<333333333333333333333333

<3Dani

-EDIT-

wow how much fucking things change.. they can both go to hell now

3 not listening... LAlaLAla

soooooo..... [20 Sep 2004|07:58pm]
[ mood | alone ]

life has been blah... i feel like im stuck in this funk (lol funk?) well yea a lot of ppl have been noticing that i havent really been "myself" lately.. and they are right, for some reason i dont have the energy to be my usually crazy/happy self anymore... i guess all my energy has finally run out. :/ eh i dunno... its like home sucks cause my mom has to fucking start shit with me ALL the time, school is errr bad i guess, im failing 3 classes, already? progress reports are supposed to be coming out in a week.. so im gonna be grounded.. eh and my friends, i mean i love you guys, but i've been feeling so distant lately... i dunno why... :( i feel like no one really knows me anymore... like im alone.. ah well i guess im done...

<3dani

3 not listening... LAlaLAla

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